Thursday, December 8, 2011


2011 is coming to an end.

change is coming.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

What Color Is Your Parachute?

...So my cube neighbor and I went to grab some coffee the other morning and she began to share with me her life/career journey! Every time I hear other peoples story and or history it makes me wonder what the hell I am doing and why the hell I am not chasing my dreams. I never want to settle for any random job however I've allowed myself to work in random places just to gain experience and hopefully in the long run help me understand what I really want to do.
Any ways...she told me about a book that helped her. The book is called WHAT COLOR IS YOUR PARACHUTE BY: RICHARD N. BOLLES. The book has sold over 10,000,000 copies i guess you can add 1 to that cause I bought it that same day.
I've always known I wanted to be in the entertainment industry, behind , in front I dont care but I know thats where I belong. But I've never really known how to get there, sadly. I hope this book can help me plan my next step. My friend BFR said it best, professional transition. I just hope it doesnt take too long, I am almost to 30. FML.

Monday, April 11, 2011

All Rights Reserved

so its been a while since my last post. if blogging was like booze i would already be sober. i dont do it that often. ugh, i guess my days on LJ and college really were that more interesting. who reads this stuff anyways, my one true reader - the bff - still uploads on her lj and me well ive changed sites, just for dramatic praise of course!
so things with me are lovely. i am in love biatches. i never thought i would get pass the insecurities of being with another man and loving someone without temptation or regret but u have seen the day. maybe one day we can get equal rights and get married - hell it should be an option for crying out loud! okay diva down PAUSE!
i've started working at microsoft, me a 1st generation latino in the corp world among the geeks and indian subcultures, people never say never as the b would say. (not the britney, the other b)
well till the next post gays and guys, i must admit something before I go, I really want to dance in my cube right now, this Yahoo radio is kicking ass!

Saturday, February 26, 2011

askimsin benim (love you baby)

Oh, so if you didn't know, I have a boyfriend. :) how random right? Totally not planned, not expected but beautiful and most importantly I am happy.

Here is the 411. My Boyfriends Top Ten! (eat your heart out David Letterman)

10. Turkish Native: IE: hes NOT American! :)
9. Comfortable with his sexuality, 100% HOMO! :)
8. Studying English and picks up on Spanish really quickly :/ ayyyy
7. six feet 2 inches tall. <---use your imagination
6. Romantic, passionate and charming. *giggles*
5. He asked me, I 4 once didn't do the chasing, all eyes one ME :)
4. Leo, and according to astrology dot com, good mix with me!
3. Dances, Turkish dances here and there but get down!
2. Makes me laugh, silly boy!
1. Honest; we've kept it real thus far, no lies, no beating around the bush, just pure feelings, attractions and sexy times! :)

PS: I'm trying to learn Turkish. Wish me Luck.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

job search day (insert a DAMM number) its been a while

So its been soo many days since my last post. and for that I apologize. how the hell am i going to win a blog award if I dont blog daily? I really dont know how these people do this on the daily. I guess...I mean i have an interesting life dont get me wrong...but how can I document and remember it all? #fail

today has been a great day. had lunch & coffee with the boys (ue, shane and philip) then went to bootcamp @ the gym. the instructor was a hotty i MUST go back! the best part was his music..he played alot of gay shit i typically hear at the Tin Room. (a GAY trashy yet Great DJ spot)

I now sit here at my fav spot *crookedtree coffee shop* jacking their internet sitting on a couch next to Ana, my bffs old beastie....talking about bff; i've not seen that sista in a hott min. ugh life gets going and you begin to loose touch.

in music news, bought the new Ricky Martin CD. love it. buy it now!